I don’t know whether to do an “update” or a “topic” post. The update would probably be along the lines of: “I am miserable at the moment, but it took me until 2:30 to get here, as opposed to the 10am time by which I was miserable yesterday. So things are looking up.” No, that’s not all I have to update on, but it’s the most I can manage at the moment, with this discomfort distracting me.
Oh for the “donut” Ad suggested I take to work to sit on. Yes, it would be embarrassing, but I am willing to suffer that as opposed to this.
I do have “real” topics to write about, but I just can’t manage to think straight enough to write them out. Still, a quick list:
- a wonderful question brought up by Flavius Iulianus about relationship dynamics, what with my submission to W’s desires and Ad’s role as “primary” in my life;
- musings about how I feel about kink being “accepted” or not by society, and how that affects (or not) how I feel about it, as opposed to how I feel about poly being accepted, after reading a very good post on the subject by one of my favorite kinky bloggers, Kami
- thoughts on honesty in relationship, and where it has brought me in one particular relationship
- thoughts on choosing partners
Gah. The most I can do right now is this. Oh well. Maybe tomorrow I’ll be able to do more.